NOT TODAY, SATAN!
I'm a dreamer. I am also a very logical thinker. This combination is extremely suitable for an entrepreneur, but also extremely debilitating at times! It often brings me to a state of overwhelm... of paralysis by analysis... of inner conflict of what is right for me.
My mind gets stuck in a hamster wheel. What do I do next? Is this aligned with my big vision? Is it aligned with my Divine purpose? Am I doing this out of selfishness or out of true Divine inspiration to be even greater? I find myself so conflicted at times that I just want to drop it all. Forget it. I'll just be ordinary.
Thank God for my AMAZING support team! I understand now that this is normal and not all bad! I need to continue to keep myself in check and prayerfully consider every action. But, I must push myself think bigger! I am NOT here to be ordinary. I have such a major purpose on this earth, beyond what my logical mind can even think. Of that, I am certain.
I see now that this doubt is a tact used by Satan to derail me. I reflect on what Nehemiah told those trying to distract him from doing God's work. "I am carrying on a great project and I cannot go down". (Ch 6 v.3)
I'm learning to take a small step back from my to-do's when that feeling sinks in. Remember who I am and get out of my head. Then, keep taking steps forward. Don't succumb to the doubt & second-guessing. Put the foot on the gas when that decision to quit or keep going sinks in.
So, today, I'm going to play a little. Let my tasks go aside for a day. Connect with others. Tap into that dreamer & message- receiver.
I hear the words of my mentor: "Overwhelm is a sign that you're on the cusp of something next-level". Here we go!
Live Abundantly
💗, Kristen
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